Pixie Therapy Session 2 TLDR

• Tessa and Pixie arrive together
  • Pixie mentioned that she is working on 'whatever' merch
• She heard he isn't in a good mood because of McNulty asking him for jokes
• They discuss what he finds funny, such as sniping Osvaldo because he deserved it for no ballsing him into shooting him and others
  • Tessa asks for clarification on Osvaldo no ballsing him, which he explains Osvaldo told him to ‘do what he got to do’ so Jagger just kept going
• Jagger explained that he used Ember as a weapon because she did what he asked every time
  • They discussed the other people he hurt and he stated that he respected Reina
• Pixie says she wants to speak with Chatty
• Jagger wants someone to give him a gun so he can show more people 
• Tessa wanted him to expand upon him, saying the clowns fucked up (in regards to the house)
  • Pixie mentioned how it can be rebuilt, and he can’t let go of the anger
• He refuses to answer why he was attached to the house
• He wants to be alone in his rage
• Jagger brings up the “stupid” advice that he was given: compromising with Chatty
  • Pixie says he half arsed it, and Tessa mentioned it was her advice too
  • Jagger and Chatty need to be on the same page, but someone wasn't. He needs to try again 
  • Jagger said he would rather not: he just wants to be alone without clowns and in peace 
• Jagger mentioned waiting for the death penalty, which Tessa and Pixie say he deserves a chance
• Tessa said she was worried he did not have the right idea on how compromise should work
  • She brings up the Emperor, and that Jagger made a deal with him to get rid of Chatty
  • Jagger disagreed, so she asked him to correct her
    • He said it was more to let Chatty have his time to moment but then in the end Jagger would be out forever 
       - Jagger says if he had been the one out, the house would still be there
       - He gave Chatty no advice at all
       - Tessa said he could have talked to her instead of Chatty and that the advice Jagger gave her helped
  • Tessa felt like he didn't want to help. He said he didn't want to help the clowns, only himself
• Tessa asked if he thinks they could have actually saved the house  - Jagger said yes, if they took the fight to the mime house instead 
  • Tessa said the mimes' plan was always to destroy the house, and if they had “moved” it they still would have blown it up
• Pixie asks whether Chatty or Jagger owned the Funhouse first. Jagger said he did
  • He confirmed the "murder house" was comforting to him, and he stuck to his roots
• He enjoyed the quiet when everyone who used to live in the house died, so he was alone
  • Nobody came to Grapeseed_ until the clowns interrupted it
• Tessa then brought up Jagger being forced into being a clown, which Jagger asked why it mattered because they are dead
  • Tessa said it matters because it's his roots and that she and Pixie care
• Jagger mentioned that the court case is next week and he is going to tell them everything he did with no remorse
  • Pixie suggested she can delay the case until he has more therapy
• Jagger asked Pixie if she thought he was crazy. He said he's not crazy because he knew exactly what he was doing
  • The people deserved what they got
• Jagger brought up the Death Penalty in that if murder if wrong, why is it an option? It is further proof that "people deserve to die"
• Pixie asked that if none of it matters, why can't see speak to Chatty
  • Jagger said because he doesn’t want her to as he doesn’t want Chatty to get in the way of his death penalty

• Pixie asked if there was anything else he wanted to rant about and he told her to leave
  • She asked why does he address Tessa as Ms Lamb instead of Tessa. He said “whatever, she’s Ms Lamb to me”
• Pixie asked when the clown stuff started, and he said a long time ago. She asked why it started
  • Jagger complained that she was making him relive it 
• Tessa said reliving it can help you find ways to cope 
• Jagger then explains some backstory: [ For the full lore, click here ]
• They discussed the Lily situation and how he only did what he did for himself not because of a compromise
• He wanted the clowns out of his house, but they never left
  • Tessa said she would have tried to get them out of the house, but Jagger argued that it would not have worked
• She mentioned that Chatty didn't want the clowns to leave
• Pixie mentioned some issues she has had with the cops
• Jagger asked how many chances he should get
  • Tessa suggests maybe things didn’t get better the first time because it wasn't addressed why he killed people
• Jagger expressed that he was upset he didn’t get to kill the people who did this to him. so he kept the house as a way to win against them 
  • Tessa asked how they died. He said he doesn’t know
  • Tessa mentioned that she met Granny, so she’s alive 
• Tessa apologised for what happened to him, and he said he doesn’t need it.
  • Pixie said, “Surprise, not everyone’s out to get you”
  • Tessa also apologised that the therapy feels like torture. Jagger said “life’s torture”
• Tessa pointed out life can also be exciting and fun, and Jagger said he agrees
  • He had his fun and now he has something to look forward to. (Death)
  • He has nothing else to look forward to:
    • Can’t go back to his house
  • Can’t get peace and quiet
• He pointed out that the Emperor was right about one thing that: silence is peaceful 
• He said he had days in house arrest where he sat around, smoked cigarettes, said nothing and did nothing. He was by himself in silence and enjoyed it 
• Jagger said Chatty can’t hold onto anything, he tries and fails over and over but it amounts to nothing 
• Tessa said she doesn’t think he wants to be a killer, and she just wants to help
• Jagger said he’s not a killer: he’s just “Me. I'm just not fake”
  • He said people who claim they wouldn’t kill anyone will turn on others if they don’t have a choice: everyone is a killer 
• Pixie asked why he doesn’t let Chatty take over. Jagger said it doesn’t work like that; the only way he leaves is by death
• Jagger said when Chattyis out, he doesn’t just disappear, he’s still there 
• Pixie said there might be a way to disappear without death. Jagger said make his day: find a way to make him disappear. Tessa said she doesn’t want him to disappear 
• Jagger and Pixie discussed how all people deserve to die, and Tessa said she disagrees 
• Jagger said he can enjoy peace and silence without killing people, but that there is no way for him to get peace and silence. So he kills people

• Jagger said maybe he should have killed more people the last time he was around to get them to stay away from the house 
  • He said Dick Tips wasn’t supposed to die, but he did: “he basically asked me for it”
  • Jagger says Chatty killed Dick Tips, but Jagger was the one who put him in the position to do it. He said Chatty, her “prized child”, showed his true colours by killing Dick. He said Chatty hasn’t really changed, and Jagger proved that 
  • Tessa said she disagrees and thinks Chatty changed a lot, and also that Jagger has changed a lot. He used to threaten her, but he’s different now
  • Jagger claims he doesn’t threaten Tessa because it doesn’t get him anything, and she isn’t receptive to it.
    • Plus, she gets plenty of pain from other people: she cares too much so she puts herself in shitty situations.
  • He names Ember and Moose as examples
• Tessa explains the Ember situation and says she dropped Ember. Jagger says she hasn’t really dropped her because she still talks to her and Ember is not dead 
• Jagger said they don’t listen to his advice, so why should he listen to theirs?
• Pixie concluded the therapy session

<:chatterboxLOVE:1242429445654974577> Credits: @nat @winnie. & the rest of the TLDR Team